NEVER play your hands drunk. Don’t even waste your time trying to bluff players out with reraises and all-ins, a bottle of alcohol is enough to knock the most alcohol-tolerant person into going all in with a bitch-ass 7-2 unsuited hand: if they know you’re intoxicated, even the tightest playing mouse on the table will call your bet in a heart beat.
Photography by Chris Banez, one of my favorite photographers. I’m so glad we got to shoot again. He’s so awesome, I swear. Check out his portfolio @ http://chrisbanez33.carbonmade.com
I miss going out with my girl friend, drinking ice cold champagne and Patron by the pool at Forbes and getting shitface smashed then still hit random drinking spots after without worrying about anything except how big our bill will be, how we were gonna drunk drive home and how much Tylenol or any hangover-quelling pills to shoot the morning after.
I miss drinking after class at 11 or 11:30 in the morning, how one “where are you?” text would serve as a raiding cue to Cantina, how we’d wait for 5pm coz then we’d be allowed to drink outside and smoke our happy-hit hearts out without worrying about waiters or waitresses bugging us to hide our drinks inside coz a barangay whoever might drop by and see that they were serving drinks early in the afternoon, how our table would slowly fill with people we know and don’t know and how we get introduced to random guys and forget their names split of a second after.
I haven’t been out with my friends for more than a month and seeing their pictures on Facebook makes me miss them, the old times, and the old me.
Nonetheless somehow I don’t feel a bit of loss - I may probably be missing a lot on the partying scene but looking at alcohol-free reality, my life now is a whole lot ‘satisfying’ than how it was before.
If by chance you get to read this, I’d want you to know that you’ve changed me. I’ve left the partying life behind not because you told me to, but because you’ve shown me that a simple, quiet life with YOU is a whole lot better.
When you say jump, I say YOU FIRST.
Everybody’s gonna be out drinking and having fun today while I sit here alone at home with a glass of iced tea and a half smoked pack of menthol cigarettes hoping for a goddamn call from a guy who apparently shot my heart into pieces at 11:54pm last night with a Glock 17 and a silver hollow point bullet.
Just got off the phone with Ricky. Apparently he’s leaving this Sunday. :( So sad, I’m gonna miss him and our post-drinks, Jollibee Tuna pie moments. I wonder how it would be like after he leaves. I mean, the last time he left for Albay was before we got back together, and a lot of things - CRAZY things happened. Well I gotta get used to him leaving I guess. He has to be there lalo na after November. Sigh.
Well looking at the brighter side of things at least I’d be able to focus more on my studies and it’d be the perfect time save cash and go on a diet. When we’re together we eat a lot. Spend a lot. And drink a lot. No kid. Like that one time we ate steak in Rockwell, drank 10 beers in Dencio’s and drank more beer and 10 Artic Apples (which costs P300/glass) in Fiama. Crazy. Well I’ll miss be missing those stuff. And most of all, I’ll miss him. ♥
Eck. Sorry for the cheese. But yeah we’re still in our third month and everyone knows that’s the “cheesily, hyperly in-love period” of relationships. After a while nawawala na raw yung momentum. Kazoink.
Anyway, had pizza delivered. Mom bought ice-cold beer too. Yum yum! I’m not gonna lose weight anytime soon hahaha. Anyway, I’m off to eat and drink with mom and dad now. :) I ♥ pizza!
Rix and I have been spending a bit too much on food, drinks, parking tix and the like. Ugh, mom, dad, please give me more money. I honestly don’t like it when Ricky pays for everything, it makes me feel poor and I don’t want him to think I’m taking advantage of him.
I NEED TO SAVE, I swear. I’m so broke right now and I wanna buy new shoes, new tops and all. I told Rix about it and he offered to get them all for me, lol. So sweet, but I won’t let you, love. Don’t spoil me, please! Mwah. I love you!
Anyhoo, I have a bunch of stuff to do. I’d probably dedicate this day to studying. Ricky was supposed to leave for Albay before Sunday to do this and that but it seems his plans won’t push through. I don’t think he’s leaving anytime soon so I guess it’d be fine with him if I just stay in today.
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STUFF TO DO:
Visual Communication
Logo Design and papers - September 10
Philosophy
Read Berdaev - September 1 & 2
Theology
Group paper - September 4
Thesis
Revised paper - August 31
PR
Final Press release - due today (haha)
Press Kit and handout - August 28
Exam - September 4
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Shit may due pala today!